Today, I did something that was nerve racking for me. I organized an event to mobilize people politically in the area. Just a casual meet up of like-minded people. It was very last minute. I will be planning another one in the future so people have time to plan for it if they want. This post is about what I did today though. So, I put up posts in various places and I went to the spot that I had designated at the time that I said I would be there. My husband came with me to support me and I can not say how grateful I am that he was there. I was SO nervous. I’m still newish to the town that I live in. I don’t know many people here.
When I walked into the place I realized that Brandi Harless was there talking to Allan Rhodes. Brandi was just elected as our new mayor. I voted for her even though we hadn’t formally met. Allan has been on the City Commission and was re-elected. I also voted for him. I knew I had to introduce myself. This is part of the whole reason I was here. To foster ties in the community. To become active here. Brandi and Allan were talking and when they parted I steeled myself and I approached her. I wonder if I seemed as nervous as I felt. I introduced myself and talked to her for a short time. She seemed very pleasant and eager for January to roll around. I think I presented myself decently. When we parted ways I went to my husband and said, “I talked to her. I am so nervous, but I talked to her.”. I took a deep breath and then said, “I’m going to introduce myself to Allan now.”.
I took long, deep breaths on my short walk to where he was. I popped my head in the open doorway and struck up a conversation with him, much the way I had with Brandi. Again, we talked briefly, but I also mentioned that I am interested in heading up a project to collect food for a food pantry that is extremely low on supplies. He listened to what I had to say and gave me a short list of places that I could talk to so I could be as effective as possible. I appreciated the short time and attention that he gave to me.
After I parted ways with Allan, I once again went back to my husband and sat down. Now, it was time to wait for others that might arrive. My stomach was roiling with anxiety over what I had just done. Some people may not understand how nerve racking it can be to just walk up and introduce yourself to people you don’t know, others will sympathize. It took a little while for me to calm back down. No one showed up for the meeting I had posted about. I did meet a very nice woman and my daughter played with her kids. We talked for pretty much the duration of the time that we were there and I am happy that I now know her.
Despite the fact that no one showed up, I was still victorious. I put myself out there in the town I live in, in a way I never have before. I know there are many people interested in my idea of meeting and seeing what we can do to help our community to move forward. I may be just as nervous the next time this happens, but in the end, I think it’s better to push myself out of my comfort zone. I want to change this world for the better and the best place to do it is by starting in your own small communities. I encourage everyone that reads this to do the same. Put yourself out there and be the change you want to see. Good luck everyone!